Weed View | Application for Kyoto Stay
A reflective summary triggered by applying for a short stay at a temple in Kyoto.

I live in Dali, Yunnan. Last spring I visited northern Japan and loved it. I saw your invitation for a temple stay and was thrilled—it's exactly the kind of experience I want. I struggled to reply because summarizing myself is hard. A friend described my life as "floating outside reality, belonging neither here nor there." That's accurate.
For six years I've worked with mushrooms and wild greens in Dali, leading foraging trips in summer. The rest of the year is free. Two weeks ago I drove to Yangshuo with my dog, renting a small room for a month. I spend mornings learning English, afternoons exploring villages and cooking outdoors. I need this unfamiliar environment to focus on small things.
Your mention of Ogawa Tofu shop reminded me of the drama "Living in Kyoto." I only watched a few episodes—I want to discover things myself. I loved your line about grandparents turning passions into art, and Kyoto's oldness supporting delicate awareness. That's what I'd explore if selected.
I think I'll always be searching and exploring, because I've decided I don't need conventional success. I want to try whatever feels good, without limits. Right now I'm learning English for future exploration.

